i realise that my mood has gone somewhat haywire lately... it can just pluuungeeee down at a certain point of time and i will be very depressed :(( that's sad. i dun really know why but it's quite easy to break down lately. u know,, when ur chest feels so tight and totally cramped..
at times like that, i envy those ppl who can just cry naturally.really,,i think it is the best way to get over whatever extra energy stuffed in ur chest :p. problem is i cant just cry,,i will actually have to try before i can cry.and i dun like to cry in front of ppl,, i dun like it when ppl feel pity or become worried over me. i'm not comfortable with the extra attention (tho sumtimes i feel that ppl should start giving me some 'extra' attention,,but not too much)..just a few comforting words will do :).
well yeah,, "gatha is strong," said someone,,,thanks sis :). gatha really needs to be strong,,must hold on! must have faith!
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