what i need now is emotional support, not more obligations, not more complaints, not more of controlling my anger. i want to explode when i want to, i want to express my emotions. i've really been on edge lately, thaks for being a FEMALE. it'll always be like this once a month, thanks again for being a FEMALE. it's even worse now that it's my busiest month of the year so far. you'll have to bear with it unless u can help me control my estrogen and progresterone. thanks really.
i just want to be selfish,now, at this point of time. just let me be. i know i need to grow up,, i'll do that next time. start accepting the fact that at times like this i enjoy being with myself the most. i desperately need space to breathe. let me do what i want now, i know i'm being selfish. dun be too dependent on my presence, nor be expecting too much from me, it's not good really, especially now. you'll just be hurting yourself, sorry for that. i'm stressed up already i'd be overwhelmed with the additional pressure to do perfect and be perfect in everything (when nothing is really perfect now). i know i'll really be owing you a great deal for being really really considerate to me...