Just dropping by :)

Looking back, I sounded quite angsty eh? hahahah.

Shall I start blogging again? We'll see... ;)

You're the type of person who is so impatient that when communication technology crashes, you will just die of anger and frustration due to your impatience and intolerance.
So, you blame me for not replying your sms because your sms has not even reached my cellphone? Or you're angry with me because you have not read the sms i replied to you because my sms has not reached your cellphone?
Great, this is definitely a grade "A+" reasoning.

national election

and for the first time,,i voted in the national election....it was a rather (i mean very) quick process....
anw,SBY won,,i guess it's to be expected..?

bleeding

i feel so miserable,,how can someone hurt me so badly..this sucks.

whatever the hell with that.tch

high-ego

maybe i'm a bit arrogant..
Perhaps some ppl can see this in me,,while some others can't really. But to tell u the truth,to some point, i really am arrogant.
Is that a bad thing?
It may be. But so far i dun see anything bad with being satisfied with the way i am now,,personality and ability-wise,etc. =P
It could be bad when i tend/start to look down on others though... I guess i need to grow up from being like this...

irritating.

suddenly recalled an irritating situation,,made me feel very uneasy and a bit angry. maybe it wasn't that big a deal,,maybe im just so tired now that i become a bit more sensitive......haizzz...
i really hate it when some ppl just unknowingly 'accuse' me of getting good results without trying so hard when in fact I DID TRY HARD, PLEASE!
hey, i have not mastered the whole book,, if i have, i wouldn't have taken this class,it would be too easy for me,,waste of money..
furthermore,i'm no God and i dun have any photographic memory that i can remember everything at the very first glance!
what do you know??? don't act as if u knw everything..
I always stay late at night not becos I chat all night long,, I study!! I study till late at night cos i spent a lot of time fooling and playing around in my afternoons =_=;;..
Please lah,, i'm no God.
it just feels annoying when someone does not acknowledge how much effort i've put into doing sth..

grr..

it's getting on my nerves again.
it's all full of misunderstanding.
we really cant deliver our messages quite well can we?

Borrowed Heaven

All beauty all fade away, borrowed
All moonlight return today, borrowed
All sunrise all shooting stars, borrowed
All earth bound bare feet in clay
you know we’re standing on
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven

All heartache all rivers cried, borrowed
Don’t stay out too late tonight, borrowed
I love you don’t wanna die, borrowed
You taste like paradise, I know I’m breathing in

Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven
Borrowed borrowed heaven

You gave me life and I will give it back
But before I do, I’m gonna hold it tight
This is my prayer

All body, all skin all bone, borrowed
All silky, all smooth and warm, borrowed
All pleasure, all pain are one, borrowed
Almighty I stand alone
I know I’m living in

Borrowed borrowed heaven
To the end

~the CORRs~

chain_email_China_earthquake

just read a chain email from zhi lin. it's a compilation of comic strips of stories of the China earthquake recently.
...very...morbid and gory...it's black and white plus red, u imagine -.-///
well i'm a bit weak for this...

school sux??

yesterday my roomate said, "if i can learn just for the sake of learning, i'll definitely love learning."

...true. If only we can learn anything we wanted...
not just for the sake of exams..
nor just for the sake of completing the syllabus..

why learn things so irrelevant to your interest just because it is included inside the physics syllabus,when you only want to know about for eg. kinematics?

ok la i think it's quite an impossible thing to happen :p..

i haven't progressed much in my mugging....

it is wednesday!!

back acheeeee.....
been watching tv all day--oh nooo....wished they had a program on "objectives of firms"...

home sweet home

so much has happened during the 6 months that i was away...
...i guess things have kinda turned out like some drama series...
...THAT makes me question about some issues regarding parenthood and trust...
...about the loyalty...
...about the mask put on someone's face,if that person has really been wearing one all this time...
...about the truth...

alot of things yea!
My family is still my home sweet home, of course! I'm just wondering whether some parts of my extended one are still. hmm...

no point in thinking too much,,better be starting on my demand and supply notes!!!

hustings

went well...? took a surprisingly long time,,longer than last year's haha. some of the nominees had a lot of things to say,which was a good thing actually. but quite repetitive arh? haha but most of them deserved our claps,,they ARE good people,n we can see who has the potential and who is really sincere then :).
there's this interesting thing one guy said at the beginning of his intro; he was one of the last persons:
"I'll keep my speech short like a miniskirt"
"short that it's attractive"
"but long enough to cover the important parts"

(i think it's not as funny when i write it here :p)

thanks

Hey guys! thanks for ur concern,, i noe my blog had been kinda scary lately but actually it was not as bad as it seemed haha.
Anw mardi gras is tmr n we'll be selling our OH-SO HOT DOG haha. hope we hav fun tmr!!

should've gone out to study today. staying in the hostel just drained my energy, somehow, especially in such a hot day x((.
wasting time wasting time wasting time...really unproductive day...

feel bad for not helping my class out for the college clean up today... :(

choir concert this friday!!!

had quite a fun time today ^^. finished program booklet too,,twas quite nice!! haha, happy :).
well guys, we cannot expect too much in this world. there will always be miscommunication, there will always be time when ppl think they have no choice but to do certain things that confuse or anger us,things that we cannot accept, and also times when ppl do things they will regret someday. that's incuding ourselves as well. take it easy, it will pass, it will wear away :).

....sorry for leaving you alone today :).

what i need now is emotional support, not more obligations, not more complaints, not more of controlling my anger. i want to explode when i want to, i want to express my emotions. i've really been on edge lately, thaks for being a FEMALE. it'll always be like this once a month, thanks again for being a FEMALE. it's even worse now that it's my busiest month of the year so far. you'll have to bear with it unless u can help me control my estrogen and progresterone. thanks really.
i just want to be selfish,now, at this point of time. just let me be. i know i need to grow up,, i'll do that next time. start accepting the fact that at times like this i enjoy being with myself the most. i desperately need space to breathe. let me do what i want now, i know i'm being selfish. dun be too dependent on my presence, nor be expecting too much from me, it's not good really, especially now. you'll just be hurting yourself, sorry for that. i'm stressed up already i'd be overwhelmed with the additional pressure to do perfect and be perfect in everything (when nothing is really perfect now). i know i'll really be owing you a great deal for being really really considerate to me...